I've been struggling with being positive the last two weeks.
Really struggling y'all.
I don't think it'd be appropriate to put it all out here on the Internet. So I'm not.
That being said I am going to put out here what I've been trying to remember when I start down the negative highway.
I've eaten lunch off campus with my school friends for more than a 30 minute time period. That's. So. Nice.
I'm starting the school year with 7 boxes of new books. I love new books!
My library won't be on the elective schedule. Sweet Moses!!! I'll be back on a flexible/fixed schedule. I'll be able to collaborate with teachers again.
A good friend at church had a baby. I love snuggling with her. I held her at lunch Sunday and was proud to find that I could still hold a baby with one hand and eat with the other. I still got it! #momlife
I have so much to be positive about. Why, oh, why is it so much easier focus on the negative?